guilty as charged

guilty is the verdict
trapped in the box untrustable
until further notice
the fence is clearly stating what is mine is mine
not yours
and don't you dare wiggle around in your box 
black and white the only obvious colors to paint this picture
or, perhaps
:::another vantage point:::
of course always guilty and untrustable
because the human can never get away from being made of always going away 
decomposing before the eyes 
biological machine 
"me" disappears before the label is decided and box is made to put "me" in 
change is the only thing there has ever been to
and yet,
there is comfort in the fact that we never can know what the thing we think we know is
completely blind to everything but "me" experiencing
isn't physically possible to see through another's eyes or walk in another's feet
no matter how hard the level of trying 
and somehow,
we are still just alive
to enjoy the full rainbow of color available
the lens of black and white

with love,
Lady Rainbow*faerie godmother

{at the oasis}


Psychotic Drowning in the Sea of Possibility, 

Possibly Everything IS and IS NOT, 

and this Drives a Woman Insane. 


Always a Question, 

Never Ending Want, 

Give Me! I Don't Want This! 

Why? When? How? 


Ceasing in the Want

Requires Skill, Guts, Gusto

Resulting in Ultimate Peace Divine. 


Unattached to the Outcome, 

Like the Mystic Swimming in the

Sea of Possibility, 

and this drives a Woman Insanely



~Aubey Ixchel