new sense*

If I could choose a new sense upgrade for myself, today I would choose eyes that could see through everybody's costume.

I am curious what it would be like to actually see that we humans are all just bodies of skin covered up in whatever costume du jour we choose to put over it.

Walking, eating, talking, sleeping, while dressing up in costume and pretending that it's serious.

Now that's funny.

Lady Rainbow


i am curled in a ball in the dark.
i am standing naked alone.
feeling the time drop through my vessel like the grains of sand in the waist of the hourglass. 
there is nothing i can be but this.
this is all i have.
i surrender to the iron fist around my throat and slip through the fingers like jelly.
spread me on your cracker and eat me whole.
over and over again.
this is the place i always end up.
like the dog chasing it's tail,
around and around i go.
i am curled in a ball in the light.

Written for You* by me <3